Merkavah - Drive the Lord's SUV!

In Vancouver at the moment, slightly jetlagged. Sitting on a couch with my cousin's iBook and reading things online...

I should probably call Janet, I napped instead of calling her again to see her. Oops.

Not much to talk about, I haven't felt much like writing lately. Massa took pole position for Istanbul... I guess most people won't really care about Formula One so whatever. Still rooting on Hamilton and Kimi. I wonder if Kimi drives better drunk or sober. One never knows with F1 drivers.

Sleepy. Gonna go nap.

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A friend of mine passed away today, I was told this just now.

Without him some of the most insane stories of my life would never have been possible.

Bryan, I love you. I love you so fucking much.

Now I know why I was having nightmares last night.

I love you.

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It really shouldn't hurt so much anymore, but it does. I know that's the typical sort of self-indulgent blog bullshit that fills every chasm of the internet, but there you have it. Maybe you should go write a story about it and post it on your own bloody blog.

This pain should be driving me back into familiar territory, should be pushing my addictions and my lusts, but I've been surprisingly mellow. Well, just... mopish.

Fuck this noise.

On that note, I've turned off the radio and put on some Bach. Mmmmm cello goodness. Music keeps me sane... relatively.

I'm keeping a very close eye on France at the moment, as much as I hate Sarkozy (I really, really do)... France does need a shakeup. It'll be interesting to see how this pans out. It's something to occupy my mind, anyway, and turn it from other things. Other such little purveyances of distractions include the U.S. Democratic candidate race. Mmm fun.

P.S. Did I mention that, despite the fact that I love Kiwis, they're bloody fucking insane?

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