homesweethome
One year of University down. Three more to go.
How do I feel now?
For starters, I could've actually put more effort this year. Hopefully, I learn that next year. Likely not, but it's nice to hope.
I met some awesome people. Let's say... I'll miss them this summer. A bit over four months until I see them again, and during those four months, I'm hoping to just chill, get some money, and get this site done.
First year was a year of party. I won't forget it.
So the year's over. I'm waiting on my grades, not that I really want them. I'll be happy if I pass every course... So far, everything seems like it should work out in the end.
I wish I could say the same for my emotional life.
Nick Drake overdosed on anti-depressants, you know? That really has no relation to my emotional life at all, just something I'm fond of thinking on... artists that have inspired me and put my soul at peace.
Been reading through STRIPTEASE... it's a really good comic, and it has been ripping at my heartstrings all week.
If you've read it, why should be obvious. It resembles my life far too much, except with out the moral high-ground and the owning a comic deal. Though I've been a comic artist before... and I'm working on starting one up back again. What's funny is they have this fencing duo... and fencing was going to take a back-seat somewhere in my comic. (Being a fencer myself) Hopefully no one takes that as me stealing ideas, cause that would be quite horrific.
I should plug my old partner's comic again... Video Game Heroes. He's not the best artist (I was the artistic genius behind Minimen) but he's funny as hell (when he's lucky).
That counts for something. I think. I plugged him, so judge whether you'll click on the link on whether you agree with my tastes.
I don't exactly know how I feel about being back. It's good to get away from the stress and all of school, good to not be celibate anymore... and it's nice to have a real bed again...
But there are things I will have to do too, which may prove just as stressful.
Or satisfying.
I'm hoping that talking to _____ again will settle things. I was an idiot back then (still am now, heh. It's not smart, though, to get oneself trashed every night, no matter what happens with someone.
It leads to stupidity.
Or it's a sign of stupidity, more likely. I'm kinda dumb, you know?
All guys are just a little on the dumb side.
Or a lot on the dumb side. Take your pick.
Went to see an apartment before I left... even nicer (and still close to) the one I was looking at before. And cheaper. Cheaper is good.
I've got some thoughts on Christian Bale, American Psycho, and Equilibrium (low-budget, yet awesome films) that I'll share later. It's great to watch movies that aren't art-house (though I still love em') and yet low-budget (read: several mill, rather than hundreds of millions), and still find them to make good break material. Either I'll share those thoughts, sketches for the comic that's been brewing in my head, or thoughts on Jack Layton's offer to the Liberal party.
We'll see how I feel about this tomorrow.